'I feel like I dropped the ball' - Edge host Dom Harvey shares lessons he's learnt after losing friend to suicide

Radio personality Dom Harvey has shared a list of the lessons he's learnt since a close friend's suicide, saying he's been doing a lot of "soul searching" in the subsequent days.

The Edge breakfast host tearfully pleaded with listeners to looks after their mental health on Monday, revealing that he lost a good mate last week.

On Wednesday morning, Harvey read out a list of things he feels he could have done differently, "as someone who has been lucky to avoid the black dog". 

The list is as follows:

Don't put off catching up, because you never know there will be no more tomorrows 


"My mate moved back to New Zealand two months ago and lived 2km away from me. I never made plans to catch up because I just assumed we had tonnes of time for that."

Don't leave things unsaid


"Use your words - tell people what they mean to you. They say that actions speak louder than words. That's a motto I've generally lived by. But I think I'm going to try and be more open with my emotions."

Listen - ask people how they are and listen with intent


"It seems like a lot of conversations these days, a lot of people aren't truly listening -  we are just waiting for our chance to speak again. Listen and look out for masks."

Don't just be there for your mates - be more proactive than that


"It's all good and well to say 'I'm only a phone call away', or 'if you need me, call me anytime 24/7'. But YOU be a better friend - text more often, check in more often, send them a DM or Snapchat more often. The amount of times I thought about this mate and funny shit we had done together, I now wish I had picked up my phone and messaged him saying: 'Just randomly thought of that time we went to a strip club and got lap dances on the Mediaworks credit card'."

Be kind to strangers - you never know what someone is going through


"The person who makes your coffee, or the person you wave and smile to in traffic, or the courier who drops off your package - they may be unwell and you would never know. Your brief interaction with them could be the moment they decide life is worth living."

Harvey finished by asking "Would any of this helped my mate? Would he still be here today if I had done all those things? Probably not."

"But I can tell you two things I know for certain - if I did all this stuff, it wouldn't have done him any harm for starters. And it would have made me feel better that I had done a good job as a mate. Because I feel like I've dropped the ball a bit in that department.

"There's always room for more."

If you feel you need help dealing with depression or a difficult time in your life, call Lifeline on 0800 543 354 or the Suicide Crisis Helpline on 0508 828 865(0508 TAUTOKO). Both are available 24/7.